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if there's one thing that i cannot stand, that thing is called sadness. why sadness? who or what triggered my state of sadness?.. why all of a sudden i feel empty and lonely?..

sadness..sadness..sadness.. i really can't stand it. it affects the whole ME. when sadness flooded tru, i got agitated and irritated at all times. i want to be alone. i don't wanna speak. i smile and laugh fakely at people. but those people noticed this called sadness within me. i replied a "OK lang ako" blankly expression to them and convince them not to worry.

what triggered this sadness? a lot of things. things that everyday i worried about..things that leaded to disappointments.. things that you cannot expect.. things that make the world carry on your shoulders.. and things that make my heart and mind confused..

I don't want all of these things.. please let this sadness pass...


by: Bok